villain complex

by foxgloved

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bridges 03:01
I'm fifteen they call you queen and everybody says they love you I can finally breathe but I'm still searching for freedom I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide my heart away I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide and stay awake I'm sixteen my hair is green and I'm afraid to say I love you got other secrets to tell but I'm not feeling well I'm aching for certainty I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide my heart away I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide and stay awake I'm seventeen becoming king of the road I built behind me I know that once I can flee I will come and I'll find thee stop waiting for someday I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide my heart away I've gotta hide my heartache I've gotta hide and stay awake but if you'll be with me I won't have to hide my heartache I won't have to hide my heart away I'll stay with you, my heartbreak take me apart in the best way I'm eighteen I'm almost free I'm not afraid to say I love you
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my boy is burning and the flames lick past his lips I see him turning and I feel I'm losing him I wanna hurt you and I wanna make you mine want you to save my soul cuz yours is perfect and divine I wanna be yours x4 my heart is empty so I have space to let him in but my mind is winding up I'll never let him win I wanna hurt you and I wanna make you mine want you to save my soul cuz yours is perfect and divine I wanna be yours x4 my teeth are trembling and I can't keep myself still I want his heart, his love, his life and his good will I wanna hurt you and I wanna make you mine want you to save my soul cuz yours is perfect and divine I wanna be yours x4 my boy is burning and I feel I'm losing him
3.
spring 03:04
you're my chosen victim with glorifying symptoms did nothing to deserve this damned because you're perfect I call you my best friend I love you but you're worthless and nothing you could say would change my mind I live for the way your heartbeats faster when I tell you that I just can't live without you I never meant it I only said it for your heartbeat I don't know how to tell you you saved my life and broke through the clouds I pull around me damned because you love me I call you my best friend I love you but you're worthless and nothing you could say would change my mind I live for the way your heartbeats faster when I tell you that I just can't live without you I never meant it I only said it for your heartbeat my only salvation is knowing one day I'll break your heart I live for the way your heartbeats faster when I tell you to stay I never meant it I only said it for your heartbeat I live for the way your heartbeats faster when I tell you that I just can't live without you I never meant it I only said it for your heartbeat
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paper 03:01
I can feel your bones already you turn to dust in my hands I can feel my bones already skin blown away by the sand I can take my own advice to keep myself alive you're the one I want to save can't take my own advice I just want you alive and I promised myself I'd never self destruct so I'll make myself a vessel for your pain and for your love I can feel your heart beat slower you fall asleep in my bed I can feel my heartbeat flutter cuz I leave too much unsaid I can take my own advice to keep myself alive you're the one I want to save can't take my own advice I just want you alive and I promised myself I'd never fall apart so I made myself a vessel for everything you are
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ink 01:52
if I tell you the truth will I be saying what I feel? do I want to stay clean? or do I want to be real? I don't know how to grow up I don't know how to grow up it's lonely learning how to be your own and years ago I said I'd use my words to cage my needs but now the pens stay empty I can't capture anything and I know the one I want will never be my victim even with the net hanging from my fingers I surrender I surrender I'll give you anything you want if you let me be my own let me be my own I'll take all the bullets cuz you have fresher scars I'm not sick enough for your system but I'll stay and watch you learn how to be human how to be human how to be everything you'll need when you'll be on your own and years ago I said I'd use my words to cage my needs but now the pens stay empty I can't capture anything and I know the one I want will never be my victim even with the net hanging from my fingers I surrender I surrender I'll give you anything you want if you let me be my own let me be my own let me be my own
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waterlilies 02:09
you don't want to admit you're losing me and I don't want to admit I'm not gonna be what I led you to believe in so I'll take another afternoon of nightmares I'll rot on the bedroom floor till waterlilies grow out of my spine and I'll give you empty platitudes and tell you that I'm fine till you call and someone else picks up the line but I'll never tell you how I feel and I'll never make the moves to prove its real you'll let me down again I'll mess around again but every white lie's still worth the lifetime I have left with you so I'll take another afternoon of nightmares I'll rot on the bedroom floor till waterlilies grow out of my spine and I'll give you empty platitudes and tell you that I'm fine till you call and someone else picks up the line

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released July 13, 2018

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